it's been super duper uper whatever long since i updated. haha. that's because of 2 reasons. 1. im busy with sch 2. i cant seem to blog using the com at home (im in sch now on a sat) lol. wondering why im in sch on sat? cuz of 2 reasons again. 1. Im shortlisted for PACE setters interview (official student ambassadors of TP) 2. I got to use the sch com to do my principles of management online quiz guess what? i only got 14/20 for my quiz. it's like there are ppl getting 19 in my class. damn unfair. cuz everybody gets different questions n the questions that i got didnt come out from the lecture notes. =( nvm, the Pacesetters interview was quite scary. 4 ppl asking u questions. ive never really been to a formal interview before. that's why i was scared. *hope that i can get in* hmm, sch's tough. n its getting tougher. i currently have 6 projects, and endless assignments. mid-sem test are starting the week after this coming week. so not prepared. n im prepared to flunk my comm skills report writing test that i just took on wed. i wrote out of pt. i know it myself. haiz. my hopes of getting a GPA of 3.8 are dashed. just hope to graduate soon. my course is so tough compared to other courses. im like studying from 9am-6pm everyday. n i have ccas on wed starting from next week. didnt go for cheerleading le. didnt like the training. went for modern dance audtions some weeks ago, and i got in! haha. was very surprised. i didnt know i can do modern dance. but i cant split n do those flexible stuff. just afraid of that. n i dont really know anyone in modern dance. so im quite nervous. but nvm, ill handle it. just hope that i'll do better in my upcoming tests, i dont even aim for an A now. it's hard. i'll be happy if i even get a B. it's so different from sec sch. im like always the top 5% in the whole level every yr back then. but now, im afraid it cant be anymore. its a harsh reality that i have to face. but what to do? i dont have a choice. =( you'll always be in my heart...
